tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53882804419660120862011-07-30T10:04:09.235-07:001630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5388280441966012086.post-75354696790796644812009-10-23T19:15:00.001-07:002009-10-23T19:16:17.666-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_KXWP6d5cYtc/SuJjQubMPpI/AAAAAAAAACk/1SRvX7xi8OY/s1600-h/%E6%9C%AA%E5%91%BD%E5%90%8D.gif"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 24px; height: 24px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_KXWP6d5cYtc/SuJjQubMPpI/AAAAAAAAACk/1SRvX7xi8OY/s320/%E6%9C%AA%E5%91%BD%E5%90%8D.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5395984442534411922" border="0" /></a><br />一看到这个图.<br />我就想哭.<br /><br />看起来真像娃娃.<br />但是娃娃不是我的.<br />不是你的.<br />好久不见娃娃. 今天似乎又见到了.<br />吃着棒棒糖的娃娃.<br /><br />娃娃会腆着脸笑.<br />娃娃会开心的笑. 眼睛弯弯的, 眉毛细细的. 就这么笑.<br />我似乎看到了娃娃.<br /><br />她不是娃娃.<br />真的不是. 就算是. 也不是我的.<br />娃娃走了. 走了很多年.<br /><br />这些年来, 人来人往的.<br />那年他走了, 我说回去看看他, 没想到, 下飞机之前他就走了.<br />跟了我这么多年, 从来没对他好过.<br />我没哥哥. 他像哥哥, 也像弟弟.<br />他走之前两年, 我看他的时候. 萧索了很多.<br />不知道怎么说. 如果还有机会, 我怎么说也要回来看他最后一眼.<br />最后一眼! 看了他这么多年. 最后一次的机会都不留给我.<br />总是说回去看他看他. 虽说是看了, 但是又没留下什么.<br />唉.<br /><br />妈昨天跟我说话的时候不知道怎么说着说着就聊到了以前的邻居.<br />小时候也没什么朋友, 那人算一个. 现如今, 她也在大学了.<br />小时候别人说我们青梅竹马的.<br />其实, 她年年三好学生, 我年年都被留校, 一直都是宅男.<br />她给我写的诗, 现在还贴在家里我床头. 不撕了. 就这么看着.<br />以后也许也见不到她了.<br /><br />还有他, 整整六年没有见到了. 只是从照片和信纸上看到他的点滴.<br />4岁的时候我就过他. 12岁又见过一次.<br />我知道, 这辈子我不会忘了他.<br />不管在哪儿, 不管干什么. 不会忘了他. 他也不会忘了.<br />一生一世的朋友.<br /><br />又想到了晚.<br />小小晚.<br />你是个猪. 我也是.<br />唉, 还是说声, 谢谢你!<br /><br />快乐啊! 快乐!!!<br /><br />原版导入 http://hi.baidu.com/zilu/blog/item/f5c43af38e2e995a342acc1c.html<br />BLOGSPOT的中文和图片支持不好....要看的去我的百度空间看<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5388280441966012086-7535469679079664481?l=1630yu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>1630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5388280441966012086.post-76206398706930346542009-10-18T12:18:00.001-07:002009-10-18T12:18:21.628-07:00我们才认识不过三个月.<br />我们朝夕相守了三个月.<br />他见到我的第一横眉冷对.<br />我摸他的第一次.<br />他狠狠的给我留下了一排牙齿印.<br />我大他三岁.<br />对我来说, 他永远是个孩子.<br />我一直自私的以为他是我的.<br />不管他愿不愿意.<br />我都会把他抱进房间.<br />让他看着我做作业, 玩电脑.<br />他的身体不好.<br />我们还是当着没有这回事一样的过了三个月.<br />他有癌症.<br />我还是会让他吃他喜欢吃的巧克力冰淇凌.<br />虽然他吃了会过敏.<br />我会买哈根达斯给他. 买鸡肉罐头给他.给他想要的却不曾得到过的那些.<br />我不让他离开我.<br />我喜欢默默的看着他.<br />有一天他来我的床上又咬了我一口.<br />我生气的敲了敲他的鼻子. 以后的两天他都没理我.<br />他已经很多天不吃了.<br />他也让我摸摸他的身子了.<br />我不知道该怎么办.<br />就这么看着他吗?<br />下午他被送进了医院.<br />后来. 就被注射了安乐死.<br />我想他.<br />虽然他是只猫.<br />但是我跟他有个爱恋<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5388280441966012086-7620639870693034654?l=1630yu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>1630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5388280441966012086.post-13403385195423314492009-10-10T18:02:00.000-07:002009-10-10T18:07:32.013-07:00sometimes i feel like a liar, i do not lie to others but myself.<br />cheating myself constantly, i am only looking for peace.<br />Peace never come, it may never come.<br />However, it comes.<br />It comes when i feel bad about myself and my life.<br />It comes when i want to confess about my self and my life.<br />It comes when i hate myself.<br />i do not hate about my life. it is my life, it is mine. i can harm myself not others, i only allow me to harm myself. it is a tragedy.<br />i harm others, i harm those who are good to me. i harm those who care about me.<br />therefore, eventually, not much people care about me and i keep hurting my heart through the cause of searching for peace.<br />Love and Peace.<br /> S<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5388280441966012086-1340338519542331449?l=1630yu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>1630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5388280441966012086.post-50853379674311163652009-09-17T22:26:00.000-07:002009-09-17T22:29:54.632-07:00what can i say...<br />what should i say?...<br />wonder what would i say?...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5388280441966012086-5085337967431116365?l=1630yu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>1630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5388280441966012086.post-29096331595094918692009-08-31T17:19:00.000-07:002009-09-02T18:56:41.525-07:00观自在菩萨，行深般若波罗蜜多时，照见五蕴皆空，度一切苦厄。舍利子，色不异空，空不异色；色即是空，空即是色。受想行识，亦复如是。舍利子，是诸法空 相。不生不灭，不垢不净，不增不减。是故空中无色，无受想行识。无眼耳鼻舌身意。无色声香味触法。无眼界，乃至无意识界。无无明，亦无无明尽。乃至无老 死，亦无老死尽。无苦集灭道。无智亦无得。以无所得故。菩提萨埵，依般若波罗蜜多故，心无挂碍。无挂碍故，无有恐怖，远离颠倒梦想，究竟涅盘。三世诸佛， 依般若波罗蜜多故，得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提。故知般若波罗蜜多，是大神咒，是大明咒，是无上咒，是无等等咒。能除一切苦，真实不虚。故说般若波罗蜜多咒。即 说咒曰：揭谛揭谛，波罗揭谛，波罗僧揭谛，菩提萨婆诃。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5388280441966012086-2909633159509491869?l=1630yu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>1630yuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17563029107095199505noreply@blogger.com0